Brian Molko here
is absolute perfection. That's what I want to be: still small and petite, feminine, white as paper, jet black hair, not too skinny and even a little fat to soften the angles, keeping my hips, my shoulders, all my body...
... except for my breasts. X my stupid nipples at that, they're too big, sensitive and stupid. The only redeeming features of any of my primary sexual characteristics are a cheap hit of pleasure-drug, and my breasts/nipples are too sensitive and rather just hurt when pressured. I'm far enough out of puberty that they shouldn't really, and so they haven't even a tiny reason to stay.
I'd keep my vagina but I would have my uterus and ovaries completely removed. I hate those so much; I feel like they surpass my reason for existing, like an ugly footnote. Even if I have to go on E to keep my hormone balances, I don't want my reproductive organs. As above, the vagina can stay because it's totally fun. <_< I'm really not sure about the male equivalent and I think I'd hate it just as much, if not more so since it's on the outside and so its biological purpose is always there
. I think I'd prefer to have a vag and no breasts and just go for strap ons. Yeah.
And all this without scarring, I know that's ridiculous but...
Some people have mentioned other things about their body which would be ideal - I'd like smaller teeth, and I'd like a bigger mouth. Mine is very small and some people I've met just have these dazzling, expressionate, huge smiles I wish I had. My hands strike me constantly as 'too small' and I'd like them a little bigger. I'd like my (already light) sideburns to be darker. And I'd like a few tattoos and piercings, which I'm thinking about; I've always wanted an industrial bar piercing in one of my ears and a double sleeper earring in my left lobe like one of my icons. I want tattoos... just can't decide on any.
Well I don't care if you don't, and I don't feel if you don't, and I don't want it if you don't, and I won't say it if you won't say it first.