Hello there. Welcome to the forum. We're pretty casual here, you'll find threads about all kinds of stuff, some of it related so little to gender that it's laughable.
There isn't a single term for what you seem to feel, but there's a collection of terms that might sound right.
It sounds like you have a romantic but asexual attraction to men (also called 'homoasexual', 'homoromantic' or 'androromantic') and a typical sexual and romantic attraction to women. It's not all that unusual, I'm sure there are people mulling about here that feel the same way. If you want to date a guy, it sounds like the trick is to just find an asexual guy, then there's typically no sex but there's still the love and attachment you find in a typical relationship.
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